Week 22 – What is important to me?

So, it’s late, I have just read numerous blogs from all kinds of subject from Joseph Campbell’s Hero’s Journey a 4000 year old myth, to an old indian saying that we have two wolves in our head, the 1st is of peace, love and joy, and the 2nd is of anger, hate, and fear, the wolf that survives is the one we feed!  Then we have the “blue print” in our head, there is an old blueprint and i’m trying to write a new blueprint, and the old blueprint just keeps coming back as much as I try to erase, forget, and write over with the new blueprint the thoughts and feelings that I want.

I plan my day early in the morning, I have my cup of coffee, steaming hot, smells rich and bold.  I have some morning mind exercises I do, reading, meditating, and planning.  So then I start my day, my physical day, going to the office, doing what I do every day and in the back of my mind I am thinking “Am I doing the right thing?”  I know the right thing is following my Bliss, or DMP (Definite Major Purpose).  The answer is NO!  I am not doing what I need to do to achieve my DMP, and I ask myself why?  I tell myself I have customers, I told them I would do their work (that is how I get paid by doing work) so here I am working.  I work til early afternoon, and I have another opportunity to give an hour or two to my DMP.  What do I do?  I have other things on my mind which need to get done and I “DO IT NOW”  but it still is not my Bliss.

The blueprint I spoke of earlier, the old blueprint is so use to doing the same old crap that is all that is getting done.  I want the new blueprint, the one that will give me the life I want, the life I imagine, to be great and a hero in my own life.  How do I give the new blueprint more power?  In the book “The Greatest Salesman in the World” I ‘Master my Emotions’, ‘I create good habits’, and ‘I live this day as if it is my last!’ Sounds good right?  Yes of course it does, but I am torn like a tug of war game, between what I promised to do for my customers and what I promised myself.  and I Always Keep My Promises!

I do know from the mind preparation of reading, meditating, etc…  I am thinking differently.  I am observing what I am doing and what I am not doing.  This recognition of what i’m doing, and relating to what i’m learning and what I want, I am starting to assimilate what to do in my mind which eventually is being applied.

I use to speak to other people of what they want more of, how it feels for them to not have it now and being able to imagine that it could be theirs and lets go get it together.  At first it was choppy and was scripted, but now i realize everyone has same issues that I have, I am able to communicate on a higher level, knowing i’m omnipresent, and omnipotent I feel good, excited full of knowledge and love that I can do it.  I can re-write my old blueprint to the new one I really want.  And the best part is the next person I will help them along easier, faster, more fun, and above all, teaching them how to give it away!

Have a great day everyone!  Peace – George

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Clyde Railsback - March 7, 2015 Reply

I enjoyed reading your blog. Good thoughts.

    George Pauli - March 7, 2015 Reply

    Clyde, thanks for the comments, Peace!

Claes Wallenberg (@MKMMAClaes) - March 10, 2015 Reply

Hey, George, sounds to me you answered the question in the subject line pretty awesomely in this post. It’s obvious how keeping your promises is very important to you and that’s one thing to be proud of. I had to embrace the fact that I’m limited to doing what I can do and forgive myself for not taking care of the rest, being willing though not able to get everything I wanted done…
Thanks for sharing how you go through similar struggle, love to be on this journey together – You rock, man!!!

Mahalo, I appreciate You!

    George Pauli - March 10, 2015 Reply

    Claes, thanks for the comment. I’m sure everyone is on the same page, just have to break the old habit, we know we should but will we?

ferialk - March 11, 2015 Reply

George, we all seem to have the old blueprint popping up. I know you have found your own answer how to recognize it , acknowledge it and move towards your DMP. Your strength is revealing itself.
Much gratitude

Cindy's Masterkey - March 13, 2015 Reply

Thank you for being so open about this. Now is the time to show on what you truly want. I can really relate to it. I had the same. But we keep going strong! We know what we want and you are doing wonderful! and yes you are helping an other with this. It’s so great! You can be what you will to be.

    George Pauli - March 13, 2015 Reply

    Thanks cindy, I wish you all the best! Peace.

Ellen L - March 16, 2015 Reply

What a fantastic transition, from being at the mercy of circumstance to being the master of your destiny!

masterkeyannemb - March 17, 2015 Reply

George. Obviously you are special; and I am wondering if you have time for George too. From time to time I’ve frequesntly found myself trapped in service, and enjoying it immensely, yet forgotten to be my own best friend and spoil myself too … then it caugh up on me and big rethink time appeared.
I’m hearing you! 🙂
Great blog.
Wishing you a awesome/happy day.

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